AMY PENNY - NC/#408 "I DO NOT KNOW MY AGE. I WAS BORNED IN MECKLENBURG, VIRGINIA. MY MARSTER GIVE MY AGE IN A BIBLE BUT I LOST IT BY LENDIN' IT OUT. MY MOTHER DIED 'FORE I 'MEMBERED HER. SHE WUS NAMED DINAH EPPS. MY GRANDMOTHER WUS NAMED ELIZA EPPS. SHE LIVED TO BE 107 YEARS OLD. MY FATHER WUS NAMED JERRY EPPS. MARSTER'S NAM E WUS VICTOR EPPS, AN' MY MISSUS WUS NAMED MARTHA. I MARRIED TO PENNY. "DE PLANTATION WUS AT MECKLENBURG, VIRGINIA, NEAR BOYLAN, VrRGrnIA. &I&mON'T 'MEMBER HOW MANY SLAVES BUT DERE WUS A GOOD NUMBER. I NEVER HEjRD 'nMNUMBERED -OUT AS I-KNOWS OF. I NEVER SAW A SLAVE SOLD. I NEVnR SAWONE WHUPPED. I HEA RD 'EM TALK ABOUT PATEROLLERS BUT I NEVER SAW ONE. 8"I DON'T 'MEMBER WHEN I COME TO RALEIGH. I HAVE BEEN8HnRE2 OLONG. MY GRA NDMOTHER COME HERE AN' I COME TOO. "I PLOWED IN VIRGINIA, AN' I COOKED TOO. DEY DID NOT PICK ANY WORK FUR ME. WE LIVED IN LOG HOUSES. YES, INDEED, WE HAD PLENTY TO EAT. I NEVnR SUFFnRED FOR SUMPTIN' TO EAT TILL I COME TO RALEIGH. ON DE PLANTATION WE GOT PLENTY ALLO WANCE. WE HAD GOOD CLOTHES ON DE PLANTATION. I AM MORE NAKED NOW DEN I EVER BE EN BEFORE IN MY LIFE. "WE WENT TO BOTH DE WHITE AN' COLORED CHURCHES IN VIRGrnIA. &INEVER COULD LEARN TO MAKE A NUMBER CORRECT. I JUST CAN'T LEARN. I TRIED MY BES' TO WRITE. I WENT TO FOUR SESSIONS OF SCHOOL BUT COULDN'T LEARN. I WUS RAISED BY SOME MIGH TY GOOD WHITE PEOPLE. I WANTED TO LEARN SO BAD I SLEPT WID MY BOOKS UNDER MY HE AD BUT I COULDN'T LEARN. M "I AM WELL THOUGHT OF AT MY HOME IN VIRGINIA. DEY HAVE SENT ME RATIONS SIN CE DE SURRENDER. I DON'T KNOW NOTHIN' 'BOUT DE YANKEES COMIN' THROUGH ONLY WHAT I HEARD OTHERS SAY. I HEARD 'EM TALKIN' 'BOUT FREEDOM AN' DE WjR BUT&I&DImN'T KNOW OR CARE NOTHIN' 'BOUT IT. MY FATHER WENT TO MANASSAS GAP TO DE WAR. I HEA RD HIM TALK 'BOUT DE BREAST WORKS BUT I DON'T KNOW NOTHIN' 'BOUT 'EM. "I WUS MY FATHER'S ONLY CHILE. HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY CHILLUN BY HIS-LAS' WIFE. I FERGOT DE NAME OF HIS LAS' WIFE. "I HEjRD 'EM SAY ABRAHAM LINCOLN COME THROUGH DE SOUTH&jN'JUST LEARNED EVE R'THING 'BOUT DE FOLKS. HE WUS 'GUISED SO NOBODY KNOWED WHO HE WUS. YES, I HEA RD 'BOUT DAT AN' WHEN DEY FOUN' OUT HE BEEN HERE HE DONE COME THROUGH AN' GONE B ACK. "SLAVERY WUS BETTER DEN IT IS NOW. SHORE IT WUS. I DON'T KNOW-MUCH (kOUT DE WAR BUT MY FIRST LIFE IN VIRGINIA WUS BETTER DEN IT IS NOW. I NEVER DID HAVE ANY WHITE FOLKS. DE LORD MADE ME LUCKY IN DAT WAY. DE YANKEES TOOK, STOLE, AN' CARRIED OFF A LOT OF THINGS AN' DERE WUS A LOT OF TALK 'BOUT 'EM, BUT I NEVER SA W 'EM DOWN DERE AT MY MARSTER'S PLANTATION. "MY GRANDFATHER DIED IN RALEIGH. GRANDMOTHER WUS DE-MOTHnROF THIRTEEN CHI LLUNS BUT NONE OF 'EM 'CEPT TWO EVER SEED RALEIGH. DEY WUS SO SCATTERED 'BOUT ' CEPT DE TWO YOUNGES', A BOY AN' A GIRL. DEY COME TO RALEIGH ATTER DE SURRENDER WHEN GRANDMOTHER AN' ME COME. WE LIVED WORSER IN RALEIGH DEN WE DID IN VIRGINIA, AN' IF I WUS BACK HOME WID MY WHITE FOLKS I WOULD GIT PLENTY TO EAT BUT I mON'T GIT IT HERE. DEY SENDS ME A LITTLE MONEY NOW AN' DEN. HERE IS sOmEOF DERE LE TTERS DAT MY VIRGINIA WHITE FOLKS LOVES ME AN' I LOVE DEM. "I WUS 'BOUT TEN YEARS OLE WHEN DE WAR WUS GOIN' ON. I THINK sLAVnRY WUSN OT SUCH A BAD THING 'PARED WID DE HARD TIMES NOW."